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Can I vent? I need to vent. And you know what? It’s my blog, so whatever. I DO WHAT I WANT. 

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this is my life.

My dad got mad at me because I wouldn’t go out with him and he disconnected the TV.

The dummy forgot about Netflix.

IF YOU DIDN’T CRY AT THIS PART, YOU ARE WRONG.

i have lost the ability to function.

This has been a really emotional two days for me, guys. First, New Girl and The Mindy Project. And now, NCIS and NCIS: LA.

NCIS wasn’t that bad. It was a bit confusing. I mean, it was infuriating, because I didn’t always know what was going on. The Tiva scene was good, I liked it. It was enough…for now.

I wasn’t really that mad at the end because I’m sure it will all be explained in the next season. I mean, it sucks that I’ll have to wait all summer, but I’m okay. I hope they don’t kill Fornell. Him and Gibbs is my ultimate BrOTP.

NCIS: LA, it killed me. I was calm after NCIS, for whatever reason. That was not the case after that bombshell of an episode its spinoff put me through.

Okay, can we just talk about Kensi and Deeks for, like, ever? Okay, so, he is butt-hurt because he’s not going with Kensi to Iran. And they have some banter while she’s packing and it’s kind of great. And then, they get all serious and silent and awful. And she leaves.

And they don’t really see each other again until they’re watching the house and they start talking about the whole Monica thing, and he says she’s jealous, she gets mad and gets on her bike (have I every told you guys how sexy she is on a motorbike? Oh, my gosh. Girl crush.) 

Deeks just walks over to her, grabs her, and kisses her. Finally. “How’s that for communication?” A plus, Deeks. A plus.

And the look on his face when she rode off (this girl has a thing about running away, even though she had to because of her job) was heartbreaking. And he couldn’t dwell on it for too long because he was on the job, watching Sam. 

Speaking of Sam, I really liked that they focused on that relationship in this episode. I mean, Sam was always nice to Deeks, if not a bit standoffish. And that conversation they had while they were undercover, with the chess, kind of shed a little light on their dynamic. They can’t be more different. Sam is all Navy-SEAL-Oorah, clean and organized, and Deeks is, well, Deeks. And they’re at odds most of the time, but they still have each other’s backs.

Deeks gave up his weapon, thus surrendering himself, to dive in the water and save Sam. He gave him mouth-to-mouth (under different circumstances, that would have been hilarious.)

And even when he was being tortured, Deeks still wouldn’t give up Michelle.

To be honest, Sam and Deeks’ relationship was more emotional for me than Densi.

I hated the ending. So much. SO, SO MUCH. Ugh. It was bad.

WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT TO US?!

Anonymous

Unfortunately, no. I usually go to movie2k and find stuff there.

I’m sorry. I’m not very helpful. Hope you find it. You’ll drown in emotions.

so, um.

Guys, remember after The Avengers and we thought Coulson was dead and we had emotions, aka “pheels”?

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Me too. Good times, good times.

i can’t really feel at the moment.

Tonight. Tonight was intense.

It’s good…and then it’s bad.

I was really excited. New Girl and The Mindy Project. Two big episodes in one night. It’s too much.

New Girl was amazing. The whole thing was hilarious. The prank thing was spot on. And when Winston got stuck in the vent and started to monologue. Ugh. Great. Best thing ever.

The whole Cece/Schmidt/Elizabeth debacle was so predictable. I mean, I knew once Schmidt decide to “sabo” the wedding—as a friend. I told myself, “He’s going to break Elizabeth’s heart.” The thing is, I ship both Cece and Schmidt and Elizabeth and Schmidt and I honestly don’t know which one I like better. Maybe they can have a three way…? (I’m only half-joking, guys.)

Nick and Jess really got me going for awhile. I was super happy in the beginning, then in the middle I was like, “Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, NO.” I was crying and ugly-sobbing. The whole thing. And then when they called it, I wanted to throw myself on the floor in despair. 

When Nick ran out to her, and Jess was waiting for him, and they kissed “uncalled” it, I did a victory fist pump. No lie. 

Also, the part with Taylor wasn’t that bad. It was kind of funny when Shivrang leapt into her arms. No, really, I laughed.

I felt great after watching that episode.

That being said.

I adore her, but I want to punch Mindy Kaling in the face.

I really do. No wonder she was psyched for New Girl. She knew that if that had a happy ending, we might be distracted enough from that horrible ending. (It was a good ending, IT WAS JUST EMOTIONALLY HORRIBLE, OKAY?)

I’m not going to lie, when Mindy broke up with Casey, I was like, “Hallelujah. Thank God.” I didn’t have to worry about it and it was all good. She was going to stay in New York, Danny was going to break it off with Christina, and they were going to slowly, but surely, move from the just-friends stage to the something-more stage. It was going to be glorious.

And then that woman opened her mouth.

And my dreams were shattered.

The last scene though. Oh, my God. It was so…I was done. One hundred and ten percent. It was perfect AND THEY WERE SO CLOSE AND I COULD FEEL THE TENSION. IT WAS LIKE A SAUNA.

A SAUNA OF SEXUAL TENSION.

And then that was shot to hell. Fuck. Shit.

I feel really hollow right now because when it comes back on, four months will have past, I’ll be in college and things will be so different and what if my roommate doesn’t like TV and I’ll have to watch it all in secret.

I JUST HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS.

So, yeah. That was my night. I’m currently listening to sad songs and craving ice cream. 

I can’t wait until September.

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